in the room watching and wanting you

in the room watching and wanting you to know it can be a narcissists greatest masturbation tool.

they lack the empathy to care about you as a person so waddle in the psychopathy of invisible manipulation. it turns them on to know you care while they don’t. it turns them on that you are filled with emotion as they struggle to feel anything but hopelessly empty.

your sense of being trapped gives their handprints a canvas, a path, a way to find doorways to others similar to you, others who care with abandon and learn too late the value of guarding of their hearts.